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Subject: Michael Jackson RIP
R.I.P Michael, he was the REAL Superstar
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I won't say you're an idiot, because I don't know you! ;)
All the people are crying and regreting him, not because of what the media told about him. A real legend died, a singer who inspired a whole generation of singers, a milestone of the contemporary music, one of the best entertainer ever.
Does that not bother you at all?
I must say, I'm no extrem fan of him, but I really like his music, it touched me, like it touched the world. No matter how he was really, an alleged paedophile (imo no, just a man who was living his childhood now), an irresponsible man... We will miss him.
R.I.P. Michael Jackson :(
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All the people are crying and regreting him, not because of what the media told about him. A real legend died, a singer who inspired a whole generation of singers, a milestone of the contemporary music, one of the best entertainer ever.
Does that not bother you at all?
I must say, I'm no extrem fan of him, but I really like his music, it touched me, like it touched the world. No matter how he was really, an alleged paedophile (imo no, just a man who was living his childhood now), an irresponsible man... We will miss him.
R.I.P. Michael Jackson :(
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Friday, June 26, 2009
He Knew.
Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can't recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, "I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did."
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn't predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not "a sham" as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a "Normal life" found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to "save him" I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn't know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson's being or actions.
I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.
I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.
~Lisa Marie Presley
He Knew.
Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can't recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, "I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did."
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn't predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not "a sham" as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a "Normal life" found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to "save him" I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn't know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson's being or actions.
I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.
I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.
~Lisa Marie Presley
I totally agree with you.
I'm sorry but I don't understand why people cry for someone they never met IRL.
of course it's sad news, it's always sad if someone dies
I'm sorry but I don't understand why people cry for someone they never met IRL.
of course it's sad news, it's always sad if someone dies
Some people might have grown up listening to Michael Jackson; wanted to become like him. They have a connection with him that are very strong, even if they haven't met him. It's like with people like the pope, Martin Luther King, Gandhi etc.
Many of us have never met them, but we've seen them on tv, heard their speaches etc. and therefore we have a connection and a love for them. If they die those who looked up to them will be really sad.
Those of us who simply grew up and listen a bit to Jackson but never was a huge fan, we might not fall apart an cry because he died. I personally like some of his songs, but was never a huge fan of him. I think it's sad that we passed away but it's not the end of the world for me.
Also, I think the human psyche is a strange thing that we can never really understand. It makes us do things that might seem odd sometimes.
For instance, when Heath Ledger died I probably cried more than I did when some of my relatives passed away (atleast if you just count the moment I got the news). That feels odd even for me, but it's just the reaction I had and it's not like I could have stopped myself.
P.S. I'm sure there's someone who have never met whos death would make you cry, unless of course you are one of those people who seldom cry (we are all different after all).
Many of us have never met them, but we've seen them on tv, heard their speaches etc. and therefore we have a connection and a love for them. If they die those who looked up to them will be really sad.
Those of us who simply grew up and listen a bit to Jackson but never was a huge fan, we might not fall apart an cry because he died. I personally like some of his songs, but was never a huge fan of him. I think it's sad that we passed away but it's not the end of the world for me.
Also, I think the human psyche is a strange thing that we can never really understand. It makes us do things that might seem odd sometimes.
For instance, when Heath Ledger died I probably cried more than I did when some of my relatives passed away (atleast if you just count the moment I got the news). That feels odd even for me, but it's just the reaction I had and it's not like I could have stopped myself.
P.S. I'm sure there's someone who have never met whos death would make you cry, unless of course you are one of those people who seldom cry (we are all different after all).
This song shows the excellence of Michael Jackson. This song is great and don't even like this type of music.
Dirty Diana - acapella
Dirty Diana - acapella
Of course he lied, there is even a tape of his father telling that he will cash in on MJ...
http://trashselector.com/evan-chandler-i-lied-for-my-father-im-sorry-michael/
check comments, it might be a fake...
check comments, it might be a fake...
Well, I would not be surprised, if he really did lie about it. Still I think this message (like many that appear so shortly after Jacksons dead) may be a fake. It is quite easy to write wrong things as facts and let them spread around the internet like a virus when people are emotional like now. If he did actually say that he lied, then probably he would have to give back all the money. So even if it would be true, he probably would not say that.
Of course it is sad that a man that likes children or is a child himself in our society often is thought as pedophile, while women that do like children are totally "normal" and nobody would think such a bad thing about them. It is possible that Jackson really was not pedophile. Maybe he was, what does it matter now?
For me just that he is dead does not change anything about him. He was a good singer and surely an interesting and tragic figure in the last 30 years. His dead did add one more chapter to his tragicness, but nothing more.
Of course it is sad that a man that likes children or is a child himself in our society often is thought as pedophile, while women that do like children are totally "normal" and nobody would think such a bad thing about them. It is possible that Jackson really was not pedophile. Maybe he was, what does it matter now?
For me just that he is dead does not change anything about him. He was a good singer and surely an interesting and tragic figure in the last 30 years. His dead did add one more chapter to his tragicness, but nothing more.
fake or not, but if this kind of stuff spreads in internet, I dont think this kid´o and his daddy have very much time to live..
i'm still waiting for him to get out of the morgue with 50 zombies to do the thriller dance :D
would be epic :)
to all people with no sense of humour, this is a joke
would be epic :)
to all people with no sense of humour, this is a joke